I don`t know how to start up the day worst. To know I did some mistake in my final mistake, or to find out that I had below average marks in both my coursework for two subjects.
It`s hard to comprehend really. How did that ever happen. Getting marks below average. It`s fine (to some extend) if didn`t scored the highest. But below average. WTF. Also coupled with the fact that i actually spent some effort studying in this semester, what is the message that I`m getting?
That I`m stupid?
That I`m too arragont to realized that?
or simply, this are circumstances force on me to be humble.
I resent these. There was a glimmer of hope, that I can do well. But that hope turn into a dissapointment. It usually don`t happen. I always knew what I was getting into. Not this time. I don`t know what went wrong. I don`t know how to make it better.
I`m tired. There`s no point trying everything all over again. Enough of restart. I just want everything to end.
Hopes and Disappointment
My first post in a protected blog
Now I can say absolutely anything I want.
But I have nothing to say at the moment. Wtf.
There was a glimmer of hope after my presentation. I`m not going to fail after all. They might be a chance of getting an A-, but even then, my gpa will drop. Bleh.
I hate setting targets that are too hard to achieve.
