The me today.

I remember there was a time where I constantly do some soul searching and do a thorough analysis of my self. Trying to define my self, my character and my weaknesses.

At least I tried.

But I haven`t do much of that lately. It`s not because I`ve achieve perfection. In fact, not even a step closer. Rather, I start doubting any change that I forced it on myself will make me a happier and a better person.

By the way things are going, it certainly isn`t.

Funny thing, when I look back on the choices I made, I don`t think any of them were the 'right' one. Of cuz there isn`t such thing to begin with, but still, people often say at the end of the day, they`ve took the right path.

From choosing to stay in Malaysia rather then a chance to go abroad,
choosing to join debates, which is one field that I suck most (save perhaps...football)
choosing to indulge in alcohol, instead of drinking tea..and yes I love tea...... and Whiskey.
choosing a lifestyle which is completely detest...

Maybe it was all wrong choices.... or maybe, it`s simply not the end of the day yet. One will only be able to say for certain, when they take their last breath. And I really wish, at that point of time, I can say, I lead a good life.

This space is my simple escape from the harsh reality. Expect lots of random rants and whining apart from the daily reporting of things going I`m going through.

Take nothing seriously, leave comments, or just a simple hi. The world is getting smaller by the day, why not know each other now. Have fun ya all.

Regards,
Alex