mood swings

One moment, I`m sitting down, like any other day. Couple of seconds later, I went into a super depressed mode.

Little things started to irritate me. I became really impatient and I felt my level of tolerance is almost inexsitant anymore.

Maybe because I just failed my mid term, (yes I failed... happy?), maybe it`s becaused of the fact that I tried studying and still not able to do my papers..... I never experience a time when I put in effort and nothing comes out of it. At least not academically.

I felt like a secondary school boy again. Where I want to believe that I`ll suceed if I try....
Right now, all I feel like, is giving up.

This space is my simple escape from the harsh reality. Expect lots of random rants and whining apart from the daily reporting of things going I`m going through.

Take nothing seriously, leave comments, or just a simple hi. The world is getting smaller by the day, why not know each other now. Have fun ya all.

Regards,
Alex