An Ideal Me

I have firmly believed, if I could ask for any personality, any qualities, any talent,any amount of knowledge, and these are being granted, it is still never possible to achieve what everyone consider to be ideal.

Yet, having said that... it should never stop any effort to change myself for the better. I`m quite annoyed with people overusing the phrase "this is me... this is who I am.. if you don`t like it..stay away". And sadly , I used the very same excuse too..

Changes, are pretty much inevitable. Just some happened because you force yourself too. Some happened as you mature. After a while, I pretty much gave up changing intentionally, where I costantly search for my shortcomings and what I lack. Then again, disappointment after disappointments of not being able to do anything. Of still being the same retard as I was..... the only path I have now, is run to where I feel most comfortable.

* I had no idea what initiated this emo. I have no idea what this leads too. I have no idea what I`m trying to convey. I have no idea what this is all about after the first sentence. I just feel like whining... Please don`t try to understand it. It does`nt even make sense. So, just don`t bother.

This space is my simple escape from the harsh reality. Expect lots of random rants and whining apart from the daily reporting of things going I`m going through.

Take nothing seriously, leave comments, or just a simple hi. The world is getting smaller by the day, why not know each other now. Have fun ya all.

Regards,
Alex