Those days..

Some how, examination periods are times where I have too much free time, but I can`t use them. I mean, there are no classes... I can`t go anywhere because it`s exams, I can`t do anything..... Usually, ppl study at this momments..... usually.

I of cuz, could hardly follow the norm. I almost give up... studying for the sake of studying. Something that I was very agaisnt last time. But really, I don`t feel like doing anything. I felt lifeless on my first day of exams... I can`t even feel nervous in examination. It seems that these days are so much difference from those days...

I remember times where examinations are a good thing because it means, no homeworks, no class, and rewards for scoring good grades......

I remember that I`ll study 2 or 3 weeks earlier before the exams to make sure I score.

I remember , I use to go tuition because I felt classes in school are not enough... (nowadays, I skipped class)

I remember then, I actually look forward to go to school.

I remember laughing in class, joking.. poking Elizabeth and disturbing everyone else.

I remember annoying Aqtar, (the head prefect) so much, that he finally lost his patient and hit me.. which is fun :)

I remember stealing 'smarties' and 'holicks' from Ei leen, Chermayn and Tracy in Miss Lee`s tuition .

I remember capturing Pei Nei using Jane`s mobile phone and she always tries to avoid it.

I remember the days when I was actually happy when I wake up early in the morning.. and say, today will be a better day.

I remember going to church twice a day, and was very proud of it.

I remember going pasar malam on tuesday nights with Jo-n, and visit Bobby ( it`s a dog) where I`ll play with him for an hour.

I remember those days, I don`t hate myself.

I wanted so bad.. to go back.... but I can`t... and I won`t....
life have to move on... or does it?

This space is my simple escape from the harsh reality. Expect lots of random rants and whining apart from the daily reporting of things going I`m going through.

Take nothing seriously, leave comments, or just a simple hi. The world is getting smaller by the day, why not know each other now. Have fun ya all.

Regards,
Alex