Day 3 to day 7

It`s been a while since I update. There`s so much to tell but I`m just to lazy to blog. I`ll keep it simple.

Day 3
Spended the whole day looking for a shopping complex called Robinson. We literally went from one end of Metro Manila till the other..then back again. Because everytime we ask directions, we are directed to a supermarket called Robinson, not the Mall itself. Grrr. It was until 8 hours later till we finally reach there, by horse. Yeap, horse.... We travel through this means across the city. It was quite fast though, considering the fact that all the other cars were stuck in the jam.
Later in the nite, we spend our time in a bar with live band and all. Order about 10 pitcher of Zombie *a mixture of juice, rums and some cocktails.

Being MMU, we went down to the stage and start dancing. Less than 15 minutes after we do so everyone started filling up the area and we were left with no place to even shake our ass. Losers... we dance you dance... hump.

Day 4
Went sparring with Ateneo De Manila University. The university there is great. They have like chapels in every wing, giving 3 masses a day, and a centralised church in the middle. Wow... Even my church don`t have 3 masses a day. They have more chapels and churches in the university than the whole of Kajang town. lol

We wanted to spar with De La Salle. But when we arrive at 8.30pm, it`s a little too late as we have to head to Baguio at midnight, by bus. We met them though, as a sign of courtesy. I mean after all the arrangement, we can`t just say 'bye, we got a bus to catch" and ciow. So, we had dinner together and we went to the bus station. Waited at the bus station for nearly 2 hours. How we spend the time there? We sang. Sang every single song we can think of. English songs, Chinese songs... we just sang and sang regardless of everybody that`s around. And off we left for Baguio.

Day 5
Arrive Baguio at 6am in the morning. It`s already bright by then. (sun sets at 6pm). It was quite cold up here (Baguio is in the mountains, something like Cameron Highlands), but I certainly expect it to be colder. Rather dissapointed. Oh well.. To compensate that, we had a nice hotel. The best in Baguio mind you. The rooms are like president`s suit. Superb. Really really nice. I`ll post up the pictures once I get back to Malaysia.

Day 6
We went for a local tour with the other debators. Visited Tam Am Village and the Phillippines Military Academy. There was nothign much, except for some really weird names and carving such as Fertality Hut (yea, the Hut you use to ahem), and some cravings that resembels a male organ. There call it the door bell. The miliatary academy was a nice place to walk around. There have really nice sceneray of the surrounding area, such as the mountains. What I really like is their obstacle course. It had everything, from rope bridge, to rope swing, comander crawl, etc etc. They say that they`ll have to do this every single day. How fun is that :)

At the end of the day, we debated one round and we headed home. Everyone was pretty tired but yet, refuse to give in. We chilled at the lobby, pulling everyone who passes by to drink. We got University of Baguio`s choir to sing us a song. Gosh, there can really sing.... superb.. really really nice. I missed choir in a way though. sigh.

Day 7.
Had 3 rounds today. Really really tired, but here am I blogging. Would really like to whin about the motions.. There are all so Phillippino centric. I mean, the motions are like "This house regrets Jose Rizal`s place of pride in the Phillipino consciences." Uhh... I don`t even know much about him. And this Phippines people study about him in their curriculor. Nevertheless, we debated though and we got through. 3 more rounds to go. I`m so tired.. I want to go back :(

to be continue..

Phillippines !!!!

I`m paying 5 bucks to do blog this :P

Gosh, If I`m sober now, I probably won`t do this.
Anyway, this is day 1 and day 2.

We arrive at Clark Field yesterday, about 70 km from Manila. We went there because Air Asia only flies there and not Manila. So we stayed there for one day.

We walk around in the nite, and saw the red light district. We had Jollybee (mcdonalds equivalent) for dinner, and lunhean ( smoke bbq pork ) for supper. Gosh, the pork was so good.... wish I had more. The inn we`re staying on the other hand, was terrible. The facility in general was satisfying. THe bed was nice, the air con was nice, the TV have the whole set of Astro`s channel.. but, the water smells like rust. It was so bad that we don`t even dare to wash our hands with it. We used mineral water to brush our teeth and wash our face in the morning. None of us took bath that day.

The next day, we went back to the airport to meet guys from Cyberjaya. Then we headed to Manila, which is 2 hours away. Took another 2 hours to settle on our accomodation. Fought our the price for quite sometime before we finally come to a truce. Nonetheless, it`s a little expensive. Roughly about 18 ringgit per person per night. And that`s cramming 5 person to 2 beds... gah

We went out for dinner and sosials in the night. The dinner was superb. We called a few dished, namely sisig, calamaries, some lamb thing and vegetable. Everyone of them taste better than anything I had in Melaka. Superb Superb.... and the beer here is cheap. really cheap. Big Boy made us to play some games that challenge the Melaka`s contingent versus Cyber`s contingent for a beer drinking challenge. Guess what, the Melaka contingent, who never really drink before, won the cyber`s contingent. WE had Suria, Melanie and Adelene who drank like a Indian! (wait, Suria is an Indian)

Anyway we are all half drunk now as I`m blogging this :P glad that I still make sense ill now. Or did I ? :P


SMU IV - Singapore

This is what SMU IV was all about.

52 teams, lots of Indians, and cute chicks.

Forget about the 3rd one. Though there is quite a few of them :P

Lots of good teams participated. SMU have 9 participating teams with half of them breaking into the Semi. The other participating Unis are, NTU, NUS, TP, MMU Cyber, DLSU (Philippines), MUIC, (Thailand), NLS, (India).
Another thing to note is that, non of the MMU team broke (including cyber), which should give you a fair idea on the level of the debaters there. BTW, for all those who doesn`t know, I`ve never heard of any IV that MMU cyber have never break before.

These are the motions.
Round 1 - THS learn to stop worrying and love North Korea`s bomb.
-duh.. so lame.. so predictable...

Round 2 - THW criminalise genocide denials.
-also lame..

Round 3 - THW will make World of Warcraft players rejoin the real world.
- WILZ!! I SO HOPE YOU READ THIS... i laugh my ass out when the motion was released, though the debate sux because the round I was adjuricating, the opening goverment don`t even know that this is an online game.. sigh...

Round 4 - THW tie development aid to the establishment of micro credit financing
- Now tell me, anyone knows about micro credit financing? :P -

Semifinals - THBT ASEAN should use sanctions to control polution.
- Haze haze and more haze-

Finals - THW use shame as punishment.
- Shell and it`s evil dead in Nigeria-

Well, it was a great IV in general. Had pretty much fun in cyber`s company. Alcohol, alcohol and more alcohol. Dale made me drink half a bottle of Long Island in one glup. Shame to admit, it does make me a little tipsy, yet, I wasn`t drunk, or at least I thought so. Had more alcohol after that mwahaahaha...

Can`t wait for Phillipines :)

The mooncake celebration without any mooncake,

Yea yea, call it an excuse if you want. I just want to take a break from the exams, and celebrate with the rest, before we go back for the holidays. Who knows... maybe something happen in Phillipines and I won`t.... (shhhh! choi!!)

Anyway... this will be my last entry before I go to Singapore. Hopefully, I can make another entry when I get back next Monday before I leave for Phill. on Tuesday.

Back to the lanterns. Well basically these are the pictures. Dechiper yourself what happened.

Those the nature of this celebration is rather tradisional, the method we use are totaly opposite. For example, we use the gas stove to start the fire instead of using fire started and smoked urself to death. Then of cuz, we didn`t fan the fire.. we brought a fan to the fire instead. We have the fire that we needed (actually, a little more than we need), in no time. The only problem later is food becomes carbon faster that putting a chicken wing on the scwer.

Nice and enjoyable day though. Really glad it went well. Thanks guys. See ya all next semester.

Debating troubles

keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:05:16 PM): you wanna talk/?
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:07:24 PM): yeah
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:07:36 PM): speak
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:07:45 PM): something bothering you?
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:07:51 PM): nope..
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:08:07 PM): unless u mean teaming up with quek.. yes
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:08:11 PM): i have to rego by 12am.
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:08:19 PM): ive got 2 things to talk to you about.
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:08:23 PM): well do the 2nd one first
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:08:50 PM): cyber is having is having probs rego for phillipines
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:09:01 PM): they cant meet the n-1 for adjudication
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:09:14 PM): so they requested for adeline
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:09:16 PM): ok
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:09:18 PM): that`s fine
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:09:27 PM): since they saw our list of potential candidates
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:09:29 PM):
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:10:02 PM): so. will that means any subsidies at all? (prays prays)
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:10:28 PM): i dont think its ethical, its a favour.
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:10:31 PM): haha
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:10:33 PM): ok ok
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:10:36 PM): no prob with that
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:10:58 PM): thats good.
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:11:01 PM): first issue.
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:11:03 PM): singapore
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:11:07 PM): how muct time do you need?
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:11:28 PM): i don`t need any time to consider.. i`ve already told haque about this. clearly..
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:11:42 PM): i won`t team up with quek.. for his benefit and mine
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:11:52 PM): (though my reasons are a little selfish)
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:12:15 PM): first off.. quek should stop debating
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:12:18 PM): selfish??
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:12:24 PM): not as in stop debating completely
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:12:31 PM): he needs to sit and watch.. proper debates
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:12:34 PM): adjudicate or something
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:12:49 PM): no one can learn from being in the low rooms all the time
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:13:15 PM): and he needs to know how proper debate is bering run... the points.. the analysis
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:13:37 PM): everything...
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:13:46 PM): and me..
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:13:49 PM): well you see alex, no offense, but at some debates the seniors feel at instances quek gives better speeches than you
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:14:15 PM): that`s why i said. my reasons are a little selfish
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:14:18 PM): the reason ull are paired up is that ull complement each other..keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:14:48 PM): pairing me with haque or any seniors.. u guys will probably feel the same.. as much as quek wants to learn.. I want to learn..
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:14:53 PM): I`ve debated with quek all the time
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:15:01 PM): well then if you hav that attitude, is justified to ask how much u should be allowed to represent mmu melaka at any tournaments..
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:15:18 PM): u c we have started to function as a proper society as of now
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:15:23 PM): you gusy are seriously taking this advantage as I`m one of those few ppl who does have a problem with ques
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:15:24 PM): quek
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:15:45 PM): and in proper societies with less members these are the issues you have to deal with
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:16:21 PM): why don`t u or haque partner him.. i`ll adjurdicate
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:17:08 PM): for the very same reasons too right
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:17:16 PM): the thing is that haque and i want to go to worlds, on self funds, so we need to see our compaitability
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:17:32 PM): plus we have never partnered
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:17:39 PM): wait.. quek say ur not going
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:17:53 PM): well firstly tell me.. do u think quek is not a debater of your standard??Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:18:32 PM): well i have some passport problems which does not gimme 100%confirmation
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:18:36 PM): but ill do anything to go
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:18:37 PM): i don`t know what`s my standard is.. but if you want to ask whether he is even fit to make a proper debate.. as of now.. no
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:18:50 PM): u think you are?
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:18:54 PM): seasonal
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:19:13 PM): sometimes yes.. sometimes no.. and as much as I want.. I would like to adjuricate
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:19:18 PM): adjudicate*
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:19:25 PM): and not be a team player?
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:19:44 PM): you are going to debate at philippines
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:20:00 PM): i told haque that i wanted to adjuricate.. and he refuse
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:20:12 PM): anyway.. i told you.. we`re aren`t going to learn anything from each other
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:20:14 PM): well you see the way i see it if you are better debater if you can lead a junior.
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:20:24 PM): the blind doesn`t lead the blind
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:21:18 PM): if I`m going to sacrifice 2 holidays, and money, I want to learn something from it
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:23:39 PM): i respect your right to choice, but can you try one last time for which we will never pair you with him unless the tryouts deicde that you are to paired up
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:24:47 PM): btw if this was an asians try would be with quek
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:25:38 PM): Dale dale.. please.. for one time.. think in my shoe... I know i loathed low level debates.. whether I`m adjuriating or debating it. Maybe you don`t know.. but ask Siew or anyone else.. I go crazy adjuricating a lousy deabte.. I just want to avoid that as much as possible... and if i go with quek.. with both of us not even half as good.. we`ll both stuck in that room through out the debate and neither any of us will learn anything
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:25:49 PM): and btw.. if this is ASIANS.. I DEFINETLY won`t go..
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:26:01 PM): definitely*
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:27:03 PM): i understand i am queks only / best friend
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:27:19 PM): but i am your friend the same time
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:27:40 PM): look.. it`s not about u or quek.. actualyl one of the reasons why I don`t want to go to philippines is the same one
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:27:55 PM): personally ihav seen quek at better debates, in the law debates, he has his good times and he has his bad times, lik you
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:27:57 PM): but i go anyway. because haque wants me to go ...
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:28:12 PM): he wants you to go as a debater.
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:28:13 PM): and as a consolation.. adelene`s oging also
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:28:31 PM): ok thn debate with adeline
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:28:41 PM): that would sux too
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:30:04 PM): wait wait, if adeline is going and you are going and quck so we are sending one team and 3 adjudicators.
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:30:15 PM): wait wait
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:30:34 PM): adelene`s not going to sing
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:30:39 PM): i told you that already
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:30:49 PM): shows wht a pussy these three adjudicators are..not to debate whn they can form a team, also this will not reflect our reputation
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:31:12 PM): ok i dont get ht ur saying
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:31:19 PM): neways i hav 5 mins to send the rego forms
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:31:23 PM): u in or out?
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:31:39 PM): don`t get what i`m saying?
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:31:42 PM): ok. two things
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:31:49 PM): 1) Adelene`s not going to Singapore
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:31:56 PM): 2) I`m not debating with Quek...
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:31:59 PM): the rest.. your call
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:33:36 PM): well you have not put me in a position to make it your call...debating is a mature business and both you and quek have to mature..that is my call..thats what ifeell.. i also feel by this decision of yours you hav shown that you do not respect the judegement of your seniors
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:35:17 PM): and at the same time. what I said about adjudicating is better for quek than debating.. does not even go through ur consideration
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:36:02 PM): my decision is still the same.. i gave u the conditions. you can already get an answer form there
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:36:06 PM):
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:36:32 PM): well you are not at a position to offer any should think about that b4 u start taking control
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:36:37 PM): honestly speaking
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:36:39 PM): ..
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:37:27 PM): we have bigger plans for you, as you hav been a dedicated member, but now the thing is how capable are you to be a team player and be worthy of our vision for you
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:38:13 PM): if a mojorty of the cyber squad can pair up with juniors at hte mmu iv we do not c any problems with you and quek
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:38:31 PM): LOOK.. I`M not a senior and quek`s not a junior
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:38:37 PM): I`ve already team up with him countless time.
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:38:48 PM): i know what our progress are.. and I know what we can learn from there and what we can`t
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:39:19 PM): and right now. I KNOW that we are`nt going to learn anything if we are going there to debate with both of us in a team
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:39:28 PM): if you even care about ur members imporiving
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:39:34 PM): listen i do not have the energy to explain things rite nw that i htot u wud already know by now
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:39:39 PM): neways time is wasting..
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:39:53 PM): illlet you knw if we are sending two adjudicators
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:40:01 PM): ok
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:40:35 PM): u can put me out if you care so much about reputation.. (us sending two adjuricators when we can form a team)
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:40:48 PM): just so u know.. and I would really want quek to adjudicated
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:41:02 PM): ciow dude
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:41:39 PM): alrite fine
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:41:51 PM): we are sending two adjudicators
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:42:21 PM): i respect your decision bcoz its quek
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:42:39 PM): huh
Dale Becker (10/10/2006 11:43:03 PM): we are sending two adjudictors..
keen1987 (10/10/2006 11:43:18 PM): ok..

what`s with all those character assasination, saying that I sux then talk about cyber`s senior pairing up with junior.

People will say anything just to have it their way......

Right now, I pissed and I don`t even feel like going anywhere.. not even Phillipines. Go to hell man.

I don`t care what you, or the club thinks of me. I don`t care if I`m not some kind of prominent debator to be. I don`t really care if I even going to be the top debators in the world. In fact.. I fucxxxxx hate debating.

I debate because I want to learn. I debate because I want to know how people think (mature ones). And if I`m not getting any of these.. why should I debate in the first place.

*and Quek, if you are reading this.. which I really hope u do. It`s really time for you to sit back and stop talking (debating). The conventional idea is to talk less and listen more.. Then when you know more..than only start speaking. That goes the same for me.. and a lot of people.

Money money money - they`re all gone.

There are so many things I wanted to blog about, yesterday. But my computer broke down... of all time. Now, I`m lost my mood to blog. Why? I`m broke. Really broke. This month is probably the poorest month. Actually, I said that last month.....

My power supply burn, and I replace not only the power supply, I bought a DVD burner as well. Which is really, I don`t know why, except to back up my 3gigg worth of pictures. So, that`s 200 bugs(bucks) burn...

Then as soon as my exam finishes on Thursday, I`ll leave for Singapore on Friday. What for? The same thing.. bleh... Will be back from SIngapore on Sunday or Monday and then on Tuesday will leave for Philippines... for the same reason.

Don`t ask how much the cost.. I`m afraid to know myself. Looking at my bank account decreasing from 4 digit to 3 digit.....Want to cry.. :( I could have bought 2 new computers! or a laptop....

Actualy I really wanted a laptop.. so I can carry it around to play Dota.... but.. already spend so much. The only consolation I hope to get is that I`ll enjoy Philippines... please.. let it be good. Or let me win or something :P Wink.

*PS. I do hope I`ll find internet access there, or not, there won`t be update for another half a month. Will only be back on the 1st of Nov.

For now, I need to play more game... ops.. study for applied statics... ciow :)

Money money money - they`re all gone.

There is so many things I wanted to blog about yesterday. But my computer broke down... of all time. This month is probably the poorest month. Actually, I said that last month.....

My power supplied burn, and I replace not only a power supply, I bought a DVD burner as well. Which is really, I don`t knwo why, except to back up my 3gigg worth of pictures. So, that`s 200 bugs(bucks) burn...

Then as soon as my exam finishes on Thursday, I`ll leave for Singapore on Friday. What for? The same thing.. bleh... Will be back from SIngapore on Sunday or Monday and then on Tuesday will leave for Philippines... for the same reason.

Don`t ask how much the cost.. I`m afraid to know myself. Looking at my bank account decreasing from 4 digit to 3 digit.....Want to cry.. :( I could have bought 2 new computers! or a laptop....

Actualy I really wanted a laptop.. so I can carry it around to play Dota.... but.. already spend so much. The only consolation I hope to get is that I`ll enjoy Philippines... please.. let it be good. Or let me win or something :P Wink.

*PS. I do hope I`ll find internet access there, or not, there won`t be update for another half a month. Will only be back on the 1st of Nov.

For now, I need to play more game... ops.. study for applied statics... ciow :)

Mooncake Festival

Maybe I`m lonely, maybe I`m bored. Maybe, I`m too free, maybe I have nothing to do.
But here`s a lantern for you...

Happy Lantern`s Day.. wait.. there isn`t such thing... Happy Mooncake Festival.
That`s better :)

Visitor in the night....

I was on my way home when something caught my eye....

A dog was walking pass me... and it didn`t bark...
I thought it was adorable....
So I park my bike and go and have a look at the dog.

The dog didn`t came for food..
It just sit when I sit..(squat)
Stand when I stand..
Walk when I walk...

It follow me wherever I go..
So I didn`t go in my house..
I just sat there.. with the dog..
For about 15 minutes or so...
Finally the dog say goodbye....

Here`s the picture of it :)

Actually, it`s whiter... nvm... hee..

I don`t understand....

Thermodynamics is a funny subject. The first time you go through it, you don`t understand it at all. The second time you go through it, you think you understand it, except for one or two points. The third time you go through it, you know you don`t understand it, but by that time you are so used to the subject, it doesn`t bother you anymore.
-Arnold Sommerfield-

It`s terrible...

I tried, but I still don`t understand. Maybe if I get better lecturers, read the book 1000x and given enough time, I might understand a few (except for one or two points).

It`s so horrible that I can`t even ask the lecturer what any questions because I don`t understand what I don`t understand in the first place.

I can`t go in the exam room without knowing what I know.

Help me if you can.... in 2 days,

I hate thermodynamics........

Those days..

Some how, examination periods are times where I have too much free time, but I can`t use them. I mean, there are no classes... I can`t go anywhere because it`s exams, I can`t do anything..... Usually, ppl study at this momments..... usually.

I of cuz, could hardly follow the norm. I almost give up... studying for the sake of studying. Something that I was very agaisnt last time. But really, I don`t feel like doing anything. I felt lifeless on my first day of exams... I can`t even feel nervous in examination. It seems that these days are so much difference from those days...

I remember times where examinations are a good thing because it means, no homeworks, no class, and rewards for scoring good grades......

I remember that I`ll study 2 or 3 weeks earlier before the exams to make sure I score.

I remember , I use to go tuition because I felt classes in school are not enough... (nowadays, I skipped class)

I remember then, I actually look forward to go to school.

I remember laughing in class, joking.. poking Elizabeth and disturbing everyone else.

I remember annoying Aqtar, (the head prefect) so much, that he finally lost his patient and hit me.. which is fun :)

I remember stealing 'smarties' and 'holicks' from Ei leen, Chermayn and Tracy in Miss Lee`s tuition .

I remember capturing Pei Nei using Jane`s mobile phone and she always tries to avoid it.

I remember the days when I was actually happy when I wake up early in the morning.. and say, today will be a better day.

I remember going to church twice a day, and was very proud of it.

I remember going pasar malam on tuesday nights with Jo-n, and visit Bobby ( it`s a dog) where I`ll play with him for an hour.

I remember those days, I don`t hate myself.

I wanted so bad.. to go back.... but I can`t... and I won`t....
life have to move on... or does it?

It`s about time..

Being so caught up with following up events, games and magic.. I totaly forget to be myself.

Yea... about time to whine... actually, I`m suprise.. exams in 2 days and I haven`t been whinning the shit out of this blog....

Means, that I never knew exams was this close. Also means that I didn`t prepare. Also means that I have to finish all the tutorials and past year of a particular subject in one day.. also means, that I`m very likely to screw up....

paranoid paranoid...

(again.. i would like everyone to temporary ignore me... i`m giong crazy at the momment... if I do approach you and start speaking nonsense.. you shoud know why. )


This space is my simple escape from the harsh reality. Expect lots of random rants and whining apart from the daily reporting of things going I`m going through.

Take nothing seriously, leave comments, or just a simple hi. The world is getting smaller by the day, why not know each other now. Have fun ya all.